I have had a lifetime of taking various vaccines. It is hard for me to remember a year that I didn’t have a vaccination for something. My vaccinations range from polio to Covid-19. They include such things as tetanus, MMR, yellow fever, herpes zoster, pneumonia, and annual flu shots for many decades. So, I am a believer in vaccines. but I will not be getting any more mRNA vaccines until much more is known about the possible long-term side effects.
Yes, the odds may be small from having an adverse effect from COVID-19 vaccines, but the adverse effects can be devastating. I cannot even begin to fully describe the adverse effects I had from the Pfizer Covid vaccine. I am sorry I believed in the BS promoting the vaccines.
I share your feelings. I have beat myself up mentally quite a bit for believing in the BS promoting the vaccines as well. Too bad life is not a dress rehearsal where we practice and make our mistakes and then we do the real thing and don’t make those mistakes. UGGH! I have relentless tinnitus that started right after my first Moderna shot. Shame on me for believing the BS and succumbing to fear.